Delusive Deja Vu

so I...hmmm...should I? or should I not?

2008-03-14T13:29:00.002+08:00

funny how things turned outand frustrating how sometimes you want to say some things but it is just to hard to say it out loudand you end up not saying it, and can only be left, feeling guilty about it.this is a feeling I hate.And hopefully, it's not gg to last. and does not end up in one of those dramatic moments.somehow, deep down, I know, this is not gg to be good. even though, I've tried to

hmmm...let's be positive over here

2008-01-30T11:01:00.000+08:00

well, trying not to scratch myself is currently the understatement of the yearfor me, the poor sufferer of heat rashespecially over here, where it is predicted to hit 35 degree C max tomorrowoh what joy!so, right now, the motto in my oh-so-desperate-for-aircon life is HIDE AT HOME AND STILL TRIES HARD NOT TO SCRATCH MYSELF TO DEATHwell, the good news is, I've managed to get at least 70% of the

home?

2008-01-23T09:36:00.000+08:00

I've just began to feel like Sydney is Homeafter 7 months of living herewhich makes me a rather sadthat in another 6 months, I'll be back in SGwhich sadly, feels foreign right nowSo the question is not whether which country is HomeSince there's without a doubt, I'll fit in once again when I get backwith a fondness in remembrance of the days I had spent here

oh! I'm so enlightened.

2008-01-15T12:39:00.000+08:00

What Fiona MeansYou are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.

On A Hot and Sunny Day Like This

2007-12-30T09:15:00.000+08:00

what is best for you?1. A ice cold cup of ribena. ;P or a cup of iced lemon tea (the former is preferred because it is easier to make and very much cheaper2. A fan directed at you.3. A list of DVDs and Anime to entertain you.4. A stack of classics to entertain you.5. A giant Bean bag for you to rest on.

chocolate truffles

2007-12-26T09:20:00.000+08:00

I just love chocolate truffleswhen you're making them, you get to taste the mixturewhen you're coating them, you get to lick the batter or the cocoa powder off your fingersand when you're done with them, you get to bite into them before anyone else does just to know that they are alright.

I'm back

2007-12-24T08:54:00.000+08:00

*dusts the dust off my blog*oh well, it's 2 months since my last blog,and I guess by now, people have stop reading my blog due to the lack of updates*shrugs* life alone and abroad is great but major setback is that you never seem to have enough time for everything you want to do for YOURSELF.but this can apply to anyone, isn't it?well, life has been a whirlwind these five monthsmore exciting than

lesson learnt

2007-10-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

the most important lesson learnt ever since i came here:DO NOT EVER TRUST ANY AUSSIE TO BE ON TIME! never! unless they are your lecturers. even if they are, do it with a pinch of salt, they sometimes lie.why?1. have to do a project with a group of aussies. was surprised that one of them automatically contacted everyone in the group about how to go about doing it. and so we are decided to split

so how's everybody?

2007-10-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

*dusts dusts off my blog*hahasch has been really busyso i was as busy as bumble beemany projects which i really wonder what does they have to do with memany assignments which made me wish i have exams instead, just kill me in one shot rather than killing me long term and still have a shot in the end.sighand so, how's everybody?besides being tired and all.next time when i go to the glebe markets

reduced to a pile of whimpering thing

2007-08-25T08:39:00.000+08:00

well...having my mensus now. and for two nights, I've sleeping super early...at 8 pm sydney time! that's 6 pm Singapore Time.>.<"left a lot of work undone in a corner covered in dustand all these work are mostly due in one n a half weeks time!the cramping fr mensus has reduced me to a pile of whimpering thing and every night, my house mates have to shoo me off to bed cos I'll be dying and reading

pictures pictures!

2007-08-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

well, been meaning to put pictures upso here it goesthis is fr the national day cum house warming party of Shirleen, Shirlynn and Caseyon the 9th of Augusteveryone (all singaporeans from the cumberland campus except Jess who is born in aussie but studied awhile in sg) came (except the malay PTs)!it was so fun and of course, we (not all cos most left by then) sang marikita n recited the pledge.

my bleeding bank account

2007-08-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

well, after paying for the extra module fees (AUD 1401)my head was knocked silly by the amount of money left in my savings accountdamn, my bank account was bleeding so badlyit needs more than a band-aid to stop itit needs more money from my parents (just in case something stupid like this happens again)it needs serious budgetting to get things back into orderand it needs lots of love from meon a

At home in glebe

2007-08-10T15:56:00.000+08:00

yay!finally moved in. feeling greatme n weiyee set up our makeshift "divider" that divides our area in our roommine ended up with a pretty good ambiencewhat a cosy feeling.weiyee even set up a fan for me, just in case it gets to hot and stuffy at my areasince the window is at her side and is blocked partly by the dividerBest room mate ever.*hint: I'm easily pleased*went to the blue mountains,

greetings from lidcombe

2007-08-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

yay!finally manage to have (steal) enough connection to bloglolyes, i'm alivestill breathing n wellmoving in with weiyee on frior at least i'm the last one moving inthey are all waiting for me over in glebevery excited about the singaporean party, national day cum house warming party on thurspotluck *drools*i so need some chinese/singaporean foodlolciao!

Mantoux Skin Test

2007-06-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

One day after the skin test: there's a big red bump on the area they injected.ard 2 cm acrossso hopefully, it stays till saturday during the checkupi don't want to take BGC

my 22 years without BCG Jab

2007-06-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

went for vaccinations todayat the traveller's health and vaccination centre (travellers' clinic)at ttshleft with five holes in my arms and a pretty big burnt in my bank account$204.80 for four vaccinations and blood test for hep B and chicken pox (?i think)for the finale of my injection day is a visit to the TBCU (Tuberculosis Control Unit)so excitinghad to take a mantoux test since I had yet to

Cedar Phototaking Session 2007

2007-06-26T10:24:00.000+08:00

Why does good things ONLY happen when I'm not there?Cedar Phototaking Session at the National StadiumDay/Date : Saturday, 14 July 2007Venue : National Stadium, Gate 1, West EntranceMeeting Time : 4.15pmDismissal : 5.30pm (to be confirmed if we are allowed to stay a bit longer, as other groups may also be having their photo-taking sessions*grumbles*

Early Birdie

2007-06-22T12:11:00.000+08:00

The early bird does not get the worm.Fact proven by me.Method:-Reached NYP early to collect the graduation gown-Had to wait for the people in charge to slowly open the room, put up the forms that even those who had ordered online have to fill in. Then why allow us to order online? -Had to queue up and try on gown Some people just somehow manages to cut the queue.-Had to queue up to pay for gown

murphy's law

2007-06-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

was it in murphy's law that states that everything that can go wrong will go wrong?>.<"well, things are swirling down really fastinto the unknownYou see, Shirleen (the girl who is supposed to share accommodation with me-->for those who does not know) had applied for permanent accommodation before agreeing to share accommodation with me. And, well, she got it.Now, she doesn't know whether she

2007-06-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

is a foul moodthink i'm going down with flu.wonders who passed it to me *plays the blaming game*my samsonite luggage came!nice, big, 5kg in weight and looking adorable *pats my samsonite*i have a thing for samsonite's stuff just like some have a thing for guccibut! i don't know where to startdon't know what to pack in and what i want to bring yetwanted to pack my hanakimi mangas back into my

2007-06-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

today, I have learnt the true meaning of XIA SUAY.okay, definitely not as suay as wendy in her taiwan tripbut it's probably the suayist i have ever been in one dayfirst, I'd acquired two new blisters on not my foot but my fourth finger! both of my fourth fingers! as if one on my right side is not enough, or balanced, there must be one more on the left.of course, they are from the courtesy of my "

2007-05-23T19:06:00.000+08:00

this is one of those jokes, that i really likedon't know why, maybe it's because it has something to do with money.lolPreacher says to sunday school class, "A million dollars is no more than a penny to the lord, and a thousand years is but a second."Little boy goes home, kneels down and prays, "God, give me a penny."Voice from above replies, "OK, just a second."

2007-05-20T02:05:00.000+08:00

this is dedicated to jun! and all friends fansRemember the song which rachel (from friends) sang only one line, "I like Big butts and i cannot lie?" Found the lyrics, it's by Sir mix-alot"Baby Got Back"[Intro]Oh, my, god. Becky, look at her butt.It is so big. *scoff* She looks like,one of those rap guys' girlfriends.But, y'know, who understands those rap guys? *scoff*They only talk to her,

2007-05-18T13:34:00.000+08:00

i don't get it!where on earth did my previous entry went?*grumbles and kicks the bl*gger software*stupid thing!i could rewrite the entire entry but it's really dumb to rewrite some thing when there's no inspiration left at all.stupid thing!results out on 22 Maywish me luck that my GPA remains above 2.5*crosses fingers and toes*

2007-05-14T11:40:00.000+08:00

went to the temple yesterdayit's sorta like a major family gathering, only in a temple. first pic, taken from a corner of the temple, many people!lolapparently the temple which houses my grandparents, aunt and granduncle (mom's side) has this special celebration (???) and many people come to pray and offer food to their ancestors on this day. and there was also free lunch for the devotees.ok,

2007-05-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

don't know whether you can see properly, this is part of what fi does when she is bored at home.furniture decor.lolsteriled the pattern i saw online and liked but was too poor to buy the decal to paste (the proper way). anyways, changed the pattern a little, so it's not considered i copied the pattern off right?right? they cannot sue me for this right?mom and dad knows nothing about this yet,

2007-05-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

tanning my bears (Gloomy (the pink one) tattered-n-torn (from me to you bear))and cushions at the balcony.today is a sunny day that's why! anyways, can't put them in the washing machine. they will drown cos i've never taught them how to swim and don't intend to. Believe in the power of UV! lol my cousins are hanging out at my house again.and of course, reading this as i type. *stop eaves-reading!

2007-05-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

last week was a rollercoaster ride for my familymy dad having his "pissed off" phasemy mom having her "weeping" phase for a good reason. and finally, my fave aunt having her "panic" phase, which she is still in.my dad...let's just dismissed it as a superduper late male menopause.my mom and my aunt...well, you see, on two saturdays night ago, my 6 yr old cousin nosebleed and my mom thought it was

2007-04-21T13:51:00.000+08:00

Life by Tachibana Yuka (11years)Life is a very precious thing. It is like the battery that keeps a person going but a battery will run down someday, just like a life will run down someday. A battery can be replaced easily but not a life. After many years had gone by, it is still something granted by God. A person can't live without life but there are people who disregard their lives, when they

2007-04-21T09:22:00.000+08:00

below is part of the post i koped from my fren, kiddo. ;)although, i think the number should be lesser, say 2. but so far, this make sense.And thus I dictate to whoever is unfortunate enough to chance upon this post - in line with my theory that the only things that are worth pondering upon are that which we may decide upon. The number to life is 3. Choice.a. If it does not work after the 3rd

2007-04-15T00:37:00.000+08:00

I f you're a romance story lover, you have gotta watch this movie: Tada, kimi wo aishiteru (2006).The story is about a photographer called Makoto (Tamaki Hiroshi), who travels to New York during Christmas to look for his best friend, Shizuru (Miyazaki Aoi). The two first met when Makoto attended his university entrance ceremony. Due to his inferiority complex, Makoto tends to shy away from other

2007-04-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

Rule of the game: each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!1. I can't concentrate on a task for like anything

2007-04-12T09:00:00.000+08:00

today is definitely not photo day*sigh*"wants to get photo taken..."*whimpers*stupid pimples just won't go away!why?dranks loads of water, ate loads of fruits in hopes of getting great skin for photoBUT it only gave me super duper clean digestive systemwhy? why won't it go the other way?oh, btw, wish me luck for today.fiddling audition. yay!

squeezing lime is SOOO the new way for releasing stress

2007-04-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

after spending like twenty minutes squeezing limes (didn't really bother to count), i'd decided to use the tool in the picture to do the hard work.don't know what exactly you call it, but that tool is sure handy.finished squeezing all the limes my mom bought into a small bottle for further usage, namely, adding to honey for a cool refreshing drink.plus, it is extremely satisfying. *laughs*i mean

2007-03-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

Nodame Cantabile!lolfinally finished watching itand yes,　十夜san, 江藤sensei does reminds me of Shinzylolthe fan and the screaming when we play wronglyloland the "smack n you'll fly away" movelolthat's so like Mr Shinzyif only he was nice enough to do the 屁屁舞 den he will be like 江藤hahaha

2007-03-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to calm myself down that I'LL DEFINITELY GET INTO UOS.for the past week.but today, the gitters made me wanna go down to the australia education fair in suntec and re-apply.cos i did not filled in the grade part in the tertiary education section in the form last week and happily hand it over to the guy at another aussie-uk fair.why?cos, at that pt of time, i thought it was only for

2007-03-14T15:41:00.000+08:00

i've picked the "Dreams Come True" Card today!ok, ok, more like the card just flew out when i was shuffling my fairies tarot cardsyesh, in case you haven't got the signals that i do tarot cards, i do.anyways, they are to calm me down rather than fortell my future.just to give me hope, you know.the good thing about it is it doesn't have anything that's bad, rather it's all advices.nice.anyways,

2007-03-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

well, having the worse mensus yetfor mea recordright now, cramps, headache, nauseus, dizzinessif it won't for the cramps, i would have thought i'm having another attack of my tension headache and would have my mom to send me to ttsh/nni for a head scanlucky, no such "luck"not planning to have contrast media injected into me or go through that noisy tunneloh well, i'm happy to report that i have

2007-03-03T18:07:00.000+08:00

Here's some funny stories emailed from a friend. and my fave is the last one. lolenjoy~The Silent TreatmentA man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE),

2007-03-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

やっぱり　あたしは　無理だ。ぜんぜん無理だ。天才の頭がほしいなあ。

2007-01-27T16:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday, was on duty at the booth in openhouseverdict:we so shouldn't have a booth in the open housecos it's all secondary school students!it's like a freaking waste of time explaining the course to them and answering all their qns, and only to be asked "so, what's the L1R4 cut off for this course?"so, we sorta asked all who were interested, "may i know what's your qualifications? "A"s or "O"s?

2007-01-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

Dexstar! that house of urs is totally a bachelor pad.cos it contains nothing that can be eaten at all!Nothing! Zero! 没有！ない！lolxluckily, A*kin bought spaghetti and soup otherwise, the rest of us will surely die of starvation, just waiting for the delivery boy from XXX to come.and so, Dexstar, you better go and stock up ur fridge and kitchen with food before inviting us to check out anything new in

2007-01-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

alrighty, my room is in a very big mess.messier than usual due to the moving in and out of furniture into and out of my room.and all the backaches ad musclse aches (i do have muscles, you know, they are just somehere out there, in between the fats)why?all thanks to my mom's nagging and my big bro's ever subtle way of doing things without telling before hand and finally, my dad's final push, we

2007-01-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

due to FYP, i can barely bring myself to do updates.it's so tiring!FYP=nuhc's place=bus 21=at novena bus stopalso FYP=noXin=curtain don't work=work till 11pm + no weekends=no lifearghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhFurthermore, it's final sem!and it sucks even morewth, and why are there so many presentations and assignments?why admin n law have no exams but require so much attention?no

2007-01-03T17:46:00.000+08:00

watching Miami Ink is a hmmmm...weird yet fun experience?of course, you wince everytime the tattoos are being tattooed on the person's bodybut the story is always so interesting.and of course, the high tolerance of pain of the ang mohs are also amazing.

2007-01-01T23:35:00.000+08:00

i dreamt about X.and i felt happy.even if happiness can be like a flame, a blow or a gush of wind and it's out.i'm sure i can relight it again and again.cos i have decided to be a pest and live off someoneuntil i stop feeling the pain.so i need to think that i can relight the candlecos' i know that i really can

2006-12-31T10:08:00.000+08:00

on the last day of the yearoh what a wonderful start: a verbal trashing from my motherwoot!this is another reminder why i have to continously save money to get outjust verbal attacks are hard to take inand the limit is reachingfor those who have siblings of only the same sex or have only one sibling that is the opposite sex, or you're the oldest, at this moment, i can only say and think how easy

No nO No no No!

2006-12-30T16:47:00.000+08:00

the taiwanese have obviously made a gigantic mistake!This is the real Umeda 梅田 so tell me, how can they get this actor to be him?this guy is simply not hot and gay enough! lousy castings

2006-12-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

part two of china (huangshan-shanghai) trip!day four: (night)massage!it's so much cheaper at huangshan than at bangkok!RMB125 (approx S$25) total for one hr of leg massage (fr calf to toes with soaking in herbal tonic) and one hr of full body massage.cheap and painful.lol but it sure felt good after the massage.so first picture: my skyline view of my knee. lol. the guy massaging my leg was

2006-12-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

I'm back!yay! so glad!shanghai in winter isn't really my thing, i guess. haha. it's just a much larger Singapore, with lousy air and water.anyways, pictures from my trip:day one: arrival in shanghai, took a eight-nine hours ride in a mini van to huangshan in anhui province. this is what welcomed us, tired travellers from singapore, in shanghai at about 4 plus in the afternoon, can't say it's very

2006-12-15T14:07:00.000+08:00

well, me and my cousins and brothers have decided that if we were ever going to hold a wedding dinner in singapore or any other important functions, never to hold it in The Raffles Plaza.why?simple.the service simply sucks.the waiters and waitresses, even though they may be part timers, given the fact that it is the holiday season for secondary and JC students, are extremely lousy trained, that's

2006-12-12T13:02:00.000+08:00

i'm regretting "upgrading" my blog to the one with the google account.so marfani hate itanyways, starting on the stripping of the paint off all my walls.nothing to be proud yet, just a small partbut at least i'm startinghave to be at chun meng's place for fyp in a hourand so excited to see NOXIN!it's our fyp's babyhahahahasexy pretty baby

2006-12-08T10:08:00.000+08:00

so, have u got your share of free starbucks coffee/drink yesterday from 5pm to 7pm?well, i didn'thad planned to get one before class yesterdaybut my shoe broke and i had to fix itand i didn't had time to line up!there's so much people!so i gave up and rush for classand then!ten minutes after class started, Amanda-san (she seats opposite me) , came in with a green tea fraparghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhi was

2006-12-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

YAY!it's the month of Xmas!well, i'm supposed to be pissed i guesscos of all the money i have to waste..hmmm...spend would be a better wordalthough i'm not working anymore...so no moneyhence the gigantic hole in my pocketwhich i think needs more than one CNY to patch upsigh.but it's XMAS!so excitingall the pressies!it's like dunno how many birthdays in one day!hahahahahmmm, i think it's even

2006-11-17T18:00:00.000+08:00

tee meng read my birthdate and he says i have a 咸菜豆腐命(direct translation: salted veggie and tofu life= hard life)sobssobsbut that's only part of the calculation, have not add the 面相 (face reading )and 悬空(? not sure whether it's this)(can't remember what it is)no time to do the entire thing or rather he have not learn thelast part yet.but if just see my 八字 (eight characters) only, it's quite gd.a

2006-11-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

yay! i managed to get diyana to bluetooth me the ouran song!kiss kiss fall in love!yay!hahahalalalalalalathe elmo song!going nuts. the tune is stucked in my head.

2006-11-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

i had many things to say ...or to write... herebut somehow, i don't exactly know what to write first and it's too tiring to write one by one and to make sure i write all of them downso, what shall i do?hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnothing, shall not write anything at all?arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhok ok, like, since supposedly, this is a "private" bloggie supposedlyi mean, we dun exactly know who is

2006-11-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

i'm writing from...my room!on my very own computer!yay!hahanope, it's not a new computer, like the one in my living room,it's just the previous one, except it has been moved into my roomand now i can use internet and watch vcds (not dvd yet sadly) in my roomhaha, no need to "book" computer anymoreyay!so fang bian!

2006-10-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

wanna learn how to whistle.tries but a irritating high pitched note comes out.wait, a out of tune high pitched note.maybe i'm turning tone deaf?

2006-10-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

oh nooooooooo...*bangs head against wall*i think i'm developing a pink fetishaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwbut pink handphones are so hot!

2006-10-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

i realised that a certain hospital is a really nice place to work but...yes the BUT...but the parents..ah, the parentsscary pieces of work i sayscary, fierce, evil things that try to vent their anger, rage and their concern and over-protectiveness of their children on poor servants of service like everyone else in any hospitals minus the doctors.it always amaze me why doctors are the only ones

2006-10-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

Bibim bap (Beef & mixed vegetable bowl) Recipe Ingredients: 3 cups rice, a handful of soy bean sprouts 4 dried shiitake mushrooms, 1 zucchini, sliced 1/4 inch thick 1/2 cup go sa ri (packaged fernbrake in water) 1/2 cup mu (Korean radish), julienne 4 oz beef, thinly sliced, 1/4 cup carrot, julienne, 1/2 onion, sliced 4 tbsp gochujang (Korean chili paste), 4 eggs sesame oil,

2006-10-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

went shopping today!bought some tops! at a grand total of $58cheap!and a wallet/passport holdernice...oh yah, ate korean food at the food court at wisma.i do say, it's quite nice there.will be even nicer if there isn't hazeyou IN*******, thanksfor the horrible dusty hazein the regionthanks for making my room, my clothes stinkand thanks for making it hard to breathe here

2006-10-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

finally i found a blogskin with my fav song in it!wish you were here by Pink Floydbut i'm not totally happy with it.hence, it's not up here yet.but...going to change a little here and there and we'll see.sian, exams just ended and mon is the start of a new 6weeks attachment.sigh.

happy children's day

2006-10-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

i knew it was a big mistake to eat my dessert before dinner.>_____< but i was hungry.on a less filling note, today is children's day!yay! happy children's day!it's easy enough to grow old and maturity is SOOOOOOO overrated.yes, you're mature. so what?i'm just happy being me, and my parent's child.believe me, being a child, is not as easy as they make it up to be.

2006-09-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

so i had a blissful weekcrap, like it will ever EVER ever happen...in fact, it was horrible and next week will be even worse!why? why, is this happening to me?well, it's gonna be aa very VERY sleep-deprived weekand i can feel all the stress coming back againshiti also have to find another place to study since i'm awfully sick of studying in my room, the dining table outside of my room and unlike

2006-09-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

for a while i was sad n depressedit was like my self pity had suddenly jumped in level n flooded my brain with all the sad things that i think shld not have been me n that god must had really hated me.sorry, spoilt rich kids have their bad days too.but things will get better n i'll start terrorising you in a short while. ^___^

2006-09-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

have a dinner date with a seriously close buddy and our other childhood friends tonight. one of our "let's all just catch up with each others' lives and make sure we are still very much part of your life (in other words, until you die, you can't get out of our reach/torture)" dinner meetings.a friend who i have not meet up for months and grumbles all the time that i'm too busy for lonely himWHO

dead or alive

2006-09-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

if you are wondering where's the crazy psychotic me,i'll tell youshe's not here,she's gonegonegoneprobably knocking her head against the wallor freakingly trying to dig a hole large enought to stuff the entire world in.but most likely, running away from her stupidity for applying for this yr jlpt2.how dumbd can she be?now, seriously.i'm afraid, ego me has killed her.over dosed her with

yummy!

2006-09-12T14:43:00.000+08:00

so delicious looking! pic fr liwen's email. makes me wanna est korean desserts! wonder where to buy them...no, it's not fr my lovely samsoon. i thinkyes, was supposed to study for the mid sem test on thurs. but one thing lead to another, and i ended up here, updating my blog and changing its skin. hmmmmmmmm...ah, yes, time to go back studying.although it's not hard to foresee the very near

2006-09-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

it doesn't rainit pours.damni hate the rainon a brighter note, pictures of my "future" home *smile*

the devil wears prada

2006-09-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

all i can say about the devil wears prada isI LOVE THE OUTFITS!okay, most of it, except the green coat one. not my thingand meryl streep was awesome!the other girl, was just the other girl.

2006-09-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhno more holsthe one week break goes by like a flash.why?why does time passes so slow when you were very young and travels with lightning speed as you grow older?it was already thursday when it hit me that half of my one week break was gone and i was still thinking that the previous day was monday.and now, it's sunday night and i really don't want to go back to school tomorrow,

2006-08-29T10:56:00.000+08:00

okay, so i'm one day late of blogging about...okay, two days late...about sunday's 文化's 21st anniversay party at NUSS GUILD HOUSE.i must say, the NUSS GUILD House is really inconvenient place to go to and have a party. although it allows you to book an big room and have the buffet outside the room. but it's not that fantastic as it's name makes it sounds. so don't get fooled.anyways, met quite a

2006-08-05T16:54:00.000+08:00

found myself broke againdamnyes, i have a very very bad money management thingyargh.but why all the good things that i wanna get WHEN I HAVE THE MONEY is only available when i'm broke?why?why must they play with my mind and pocket?arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2006-07-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

finally.i have the will power to stay awake past 10and bloghahahafeel like i'm back in primary schstaying up until at most 11 and then sleepand then have to be peeled off the bed by someone else to rush to schCOSit was almost like this, this mornwas awake since 5 plus due to the very loud n badly instructed orchestra piece by nature (that thunderstorm)but couldn't bear to move n separate myself

2006-07-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

you know the terrible terrible headache/migraine i had on fri morn?my doctor says it may be a tension headache (????)and that i have to avoid chocolates (NOOOOOO), coffee and keep out of the sunand i have to be under observation for a few days.and that if i ever were to have that headache again, my parent or anyone near me is to send me to the hospital straight away.now, after all the bad reports

2006-07-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

Wish You Were Here (Waters, Gilmour) 5:17 So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skys from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade Your heros for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in the war For a lead role

2006-07-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

oh man, i think i need to go to the temple, to help some poor n helpless people to get rid of my bad karma.why? why? why must our project in- charge be...wah...damm suay lah.apparently having three top students in our group is not enough to get us onto C's list. wah...must eat humble pie until graduation.life sux

2006-07-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

PA-3 に入りました！来週のレッスンは楽しみしました！yay! got promoted to PA3!still in shock...

2006-06-30T14:04:00.000+08:00

talking to joycelyn about huying (yes, m, that huiying from 2H)about her jap class was a giant reminder that i'm stuck at PA2 for 2 yrs!and I wanna get promoted to PA3.arghhhhhhhhhh先生、お願いします。

my bottomless pit

2006-06-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

i'm GETTING used to being left outno, this is not me being over-sensitive.this is ME being unsensitive and finding out.Damn, my life has really being to become meaningless...and i refuse to admit that it may have already became meaningless a long time ago.yes, there's always that line i refuse to draw.thank you very much.

bad dream

2006-06-28T09:34:00.000+08:00

was jolted awake with the thought of being left behind by everyone everyone else is leaving for japan to study or work there already and i'm still in the same class for like 2 yearsoh no...もっと日本語の勉強をしないければならない。

2006-06-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

durian breathhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapple ard not fainting.why?oh yeah, we all have durian breathhaha

it's a bloody jacuzzi, for crying out loud!

2006-06-21T17:40:00.000+08:00

yay! today is a shiny day!本当に　うれしいだ。太陽さん、あなた　頑張りました。ありがとう　ございます。went swimming!duh...haha.swam 10 laps!. that's one, two, 3, four, 5ive, six. 7, eight, nine, TEN!must perserve to swim more!went to the jacuzzi nearby.was enjoying it until(!) these two idiotic girls came!stupid kids. they reminded me of why i HATE kids above 5 yrs old.what's the white thing in the pool?hey, i feel something pushing

2006-06-20T10:25:00.000+08:00

it's days like these that make me not want to get out of my bed.but man, gotta work.damn.need money.

tickling bones

2006-06-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

had a great day.sensei was comical today.renacment:sensei was in her kitchen one day when seh suddenly stepped on a lizard.sensei: "ah, gomenasai, yamori-san. daijyoubudesuka." (ah, i'm so sorry, mr lizard. are you ok?)yamori-san (mr lizard): "ah, okagesamade dajyoubudesu." (ah, thank you for ur concern, i'm fine." i know, i know, it doesn't sounds funny now.but how i wished you were there to

reading

2006-06-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

in a reading frenzy.don't disturb.yay! going to JB on tuesday!shopping! eating!oh, darn it!will grow fat too!fingers crossed. hopfeully, the shopping will burn off the calories taken in.ciao

gotta stop!

2006-06-09T16:30:00.000+08:00

gotta stop myself fr spending more money!not gonna tell u what i just purchased...cos u guys are just gonna be mad at me.gotta stop myself from changing the blog skins.arghh...how come everytime i'm satisfied with what i've changed, i'll see another nicer one?which leads to the conclusion that i'm a very hard to satisfy person???gotta stop myself fr searching anime stuff over the internet.ohhh...

bad weather again

2006-06-09T12:15:00.000+08:00

みな、お元気ですか。今日ね、天気は　悪いね。anyways, changed my bloggie skin again.hahaha.i like this one.and it's a year old already!with many downloads.hopefully, those who had download this skin had changed theirs into something else so this skin won't be everywhere.ciao, going back to sleep now.

rainy blues

2006-06-08T11:44:00.000+08:00

damn it. it's raining again.argh...wanna go swimming and this happens.crap.stop playing tricks on me, u clouds.

it's me

2006-06-06T09:10:00.000+08:00

hey, so i'm feeling sorry for myself right now.cos, my frens are gone.gone! gone with the wind.sigh, yes, it's one of those "get out of my face and let me feel sorry for myself" days.btw, is it normal to feel sad for urself and then pissed off at something/someone else at the same time? anyways, to　十夜　と　和也：こんにちわ！お元気ですか。ねえ、早くシンガポルでいくよう。まってますよ。

darn it

2006-05-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

dang, my character in an online game died.killed by a zombie, wtf.good thing is i need not start the game all over againbut the bad thing is all the valuables on me were gone!taken by those vultures (other pple) who were on the site of my character's deathand none of them offered to return my stuff to me.those !@#@!$@#%$#%anyways, had decided to swtich the way i played that game and up my other

sleepy

2006-05-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

sleepy.found a nice cool dark place to sit at mt A.sat there with johnny, n chufen.fell asleep.didn't wanna move to go back after lunch.chufen wanted to leave me there n come find me after 430hahahahay?cos i only slept 4 hrs yesterdaycos i was hardworking n was typing my experience reports until 2 ambut was too tired to print.so woke up early at 6 to further edit n print.had a fight w my printer

life as it'self

2006-05-06T16:23:00.000+08:00

beginning to think that i have no life.not that i had any to start with...god, i'm sad.arghhhhhhright now, enjoying a sat afternnon to MYSELFyay! finally.there's no j calss today cos of the polling.dun ask me, didn't know n still can't be bothered to even go figure out how is polling day n j class connected.hey, if sensei gives a breakfrom class, i'll take it cos i'm not missing class on my

hyper, positive me

2006-04-29T19:37:00.000+08:00

for a while i thought my cbox hates mehahahahatried tagging in it but my response didn't show upbut somehow, i managed to get my response uphahahaanyways, finally done two reports!OUT OF TWO WEEKS OF ATTACHMENT! i know,i know, slowwwwwwww....and 4 more weeks to go! arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *bangs against against wall*finally going to places near my house...actually the places i'm going to aren't too

A case of mistaken identity

2006-04-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

so, i have been mistakened to be a korean (again)den the person changed his option to japanese (again)sigh...it's like a cycle repeating itself.just last week, folks at esh was saying i didn't look local.wow...please define local.which reminds me about this "burning" qn which got stuck in my head for a longest time.how does a manchurian look like?yellow skined, with long slanted eyes?i'm

annoucement

2006-04-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

hey guysi'm back at blogspot.the diary org is great but not as user-friendly as i hope it would had beenbut wthso, i have moved back here againsorry for the constant moving...NOTmuahahahahajust kiddinganyway, fingers crossed. hope my LAN doesn't shut me off from here again.ciao

miracle!

2006-03-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

guys! a miracle has happened!i'm ACTUALLY blogging from home!I dunno what happened but was clicking on a blogspot link from my the other blog and i can view it!yay! hahahahaha was so delighted, started clicking on all the blogspot links.ahahahahawent slightly crazy just now.now that the buzz is over, announcement to make is that i'll won't be using this blog anymore unless, touch wood, the other

2006-02-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

friends, foes and all those pple/animals/whatever-things in between,i've moved my bloggie to www.delusivedejavu.diary-x.combut, FYI, my bloggie isn't very ready for u pple to bombard me w ur comments.come see a few days later, k.adios, fi