Delusive, It is to me

Sunday, September 03, 2006

arghhhhhhhhhhhh
no more hols
the one week break goes by like a flash.
why?

why does time passes so slow when you were very young and travels with lightning speed as you grow older?
it was already thursday when it hit me that half of my one week break was gone and i was still thinking that the previous day was monday.
and now, it's sunday night and i really don't want to go back to school tomorrow, although i know that i have in order to save my attendance for last minute studying just before the final sems.

i hope that i will be able to adjust to the speed time is travelling SOON
so i'll have enough time and practice for the jlpt 2 test i, after much consideration, had signed myself on. and i'm seriously regretting it. not that sensei knew about it and start stressing me. but! all the other students in my j class knows and now, everyone keep saying gambette kudasai! when most of them are doing jlpt 1 this year.

sometimes, i just can't believe how dumb i can be. cos, when the what-ifs comes rolling in, i have no 100 storeys tall walls to fence them out from my tiny shred of courage and preserverance.

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.