Delusive, It is to me

Saturday, May 06, 2006
life as it'self

beginning to think that i have no life.
not that i had any to start with...
god, i'm sad.
arghhhhhh

right now, enjoying a sat afternnon to MYSELF
yay! finally.
there's no j calss today cos of the polling.
dun ask me, didn't know n still can't be bothered to even go figure out how is polling day n j class connected.
hey, if sensei gives a breakfrom class, i'll take it cos i'm not missing class on my expense.

haven't done any competencies at all.
not in a rush anyways. even though the next two hospitals doesn't give the signal "come n do ur competencies here!" but still, not in a rush.
will make do anyways.
plus, i can just get ahead with my esperience reports which i can proudly say, i did two.
ok, fine, the easier ones.
but who cares.

back to the life issue, life hasn't been the same since i officially tendered my resignation from the music school n officially left the place.
the big boss has sold his shares n migrated to god knows where in europe. i hope it's in tuscany, wanna go there. so, no contact with him yet.
kazuya n toya had flew back to tokyo, n showing off the fact that they're enjoying the sakuras. damn them.gonna try to cut off any contact with them. show offs
dexter has gotten into med sch. god help us, another mad doctor will be on the loose soon. help!
sam is still stuck in the sch for another yr, not that he cares much. he's paid afterall. $$$$$$$$$$$$$
anyways, i think i'm getting used to the weekends to myself thing.
finaly, no marking, no evil thoughts of killing children n no more hearing nonsense from them.
yay! it's like being mel gibson in brave heart and screaming "FREEDOM!"
hahaha, different situation but man, the feeling, it's oh so similiar.

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.