Delusive, It is to me

Saturday, November 27, 2004
results, results...(life is a bitch)

In case ~m happens to bring her lappie with her and happens to be seeing this now.
Impt msg for ~m
Sensei cannot write you a reference because according to the school rules, she has to know you for at least a year.

okay, i passed my exams!
nothing to be over-excited about...but at least i've passed.
i have heard...yes, i have excellent sources...
that some did very very very well while the others not so good.
but the main thing is they all passed so no biggie.
if you passed and not very happy with it, whether it's because you have high expectations or whatsoever, please keep it to yourself.
yes, we are sincerely happy for you, for you have passed.
whether you get the grades you want it's not our business.
ok, ok.
maybe a tad disappointed for you but please don't push it...

pple reading this, please do not get upset about my words.
i know it's harsh but it's me.
I don't mince words.
but again, seriously, if you are not happy about your grades,
either keep it to yourself or study harder or do whatever to do better the next time
but please don't keep whining about it.
Do not cry over spilled milk.
I meant everyone, not just those who have just gotten their results like me.
yes, i know you wil get over it.
well, i got over mine the minute, ok, a few minutes after i got it.
i can do it but i'm not expecting you to do it too
you can take some time to get over it by yourself but please...
please don't take my time and wave your grades in front of my face.
I'm there, listening to you whine when you got good grades and i can't compare much because i didn't take that module/course/subject.
And you're there, whining so i can feel sorry for you?
hello! wake up, okay!
Life's a bitch.
when she bites you, don't bite me.
Bite her back! get even, man.

okay...

and yes, i'm a cold, unsentimental (for the good reasons) bitch.
so get over with it

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.