Delusive, It is to me

Sunday, August 29, 2004
it's that joss stick, man!

In the midst of playing a game of spider solitaire...
while waiting for this very slow server called blogger...
sorry for dishing abt this but had to wait quite long for the page to refresh, for my entire blog to get publish again...and it cost me a game of solitaire...
which is totally wonderful since i can't get it out of my head now....

anyway, went to the temple to pay my respect to my grandad...he's gone for a few yrs now but have to go down and do just that every few months...but it was okay of course...except with all the people, the burning of incense and oh, that horrible joss stick...

there are many ways of holding it and i think most of them are quite save, thank you.
but, holding it with the burning end pointing down and outwards!
oh that stupid stupid person!
it's quite dangerous as it's quite crowded there and so everyone is standing quite close to one another and there's middle-aged man who was holding his joss sticks the way i just described!
what pisses me off was the fact that he just happily stand there while others ard him have to be the careful ones... that bloody selfish fool...yes, i agree it is a gd way to make others not stand near you but it is a jolly, selfish one too!

talking about going to the temple, i carried a book there to read as i knew we had to wait for some time before my grandad's spirit/soul has finished eating the spread me put before his tablet. my brother commented that, i may lose it because the temple will be very crowded and may not get it back.

wel, i think it's not a worry because i believe what come around goes around. if you're nice to people, they will be nice to you too...so, if i return all the stuff i found to the people who loose it, they will do so too...vice versa...of course, having faith in people also helps...

but in the end, my book is still with me and so...whatever....

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.