Delusive, It is to me

Tuesday, July 20, 2004
the one where moody loses senses

temporary sense of madness starts in
3...
2...
1...
go!

the school's(nyp) comp. system hates me! i mean, seriously.
there i was happily assessing my email at the e-plaza den suddenly, i had to de-bug and den it didn't respond. den i had to log off the system and when i finally try to log back in, the stupid damm system happily decided tat it didn't like me afterall and say that i got lock out of it and have to get the administrator for help. see, it hates me. man, as if the hint that i can;t assess the cms from my house isn't subtle enough. *curses and swears*

den i tried looking for the damm administrator with the help of jun ting. thanks, girl. but instead, found another guy who can also help i think but didn't wanna help me. some pple...sigh...dun wanna help, fine! but dun have to give me tat type of @#$@$@#face *curses and swears*

alrite, alrite. and so he gave me a form, gave me some directions abt wat i shld do before subtly shooing me away. i filled the form and to my major despair, i could not find the admin guy at all! *tries to calm self down now*

punky, thanks for pointing out tat drifting apart is no solid reason...but...
okay, take it this way.
theoratically, we are just taking a sabb. fr each other and maybe u pple.
literally, we are not as free as we like to blog our evil thoughts anymore. (tat's y all 3 blogs r stagnant for sometime)
furthermore, being evil sometimes is very tiring even though it is sort of our nature to do so...
anyway, thanks for the ode. i like...

shinzy, u....
stop giving me hmk to do! i hate u. i hate u! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....*grabs head and runs ard*

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.