Delusive, It is to me

Friday, June 11, 2004
n so.......

n so, i'm the big mouth who told jasline abt junni's blog.
didn't tell her abt the content, just told her to read her blog.
in truth, i didn't really understand what junni was blogging about jasline....somehow, it felt negative and since if someone blog about u, whether good or bad, i bet u would want to know, n so, i thought jasline would like to know.

hell, i seriously didn't think it would end up this way.
but i guess it's all for the good since both people can express how they feel about each other out loud not face to face in this case but web to web(?)

however, somehow, i think i may have ruin a possibility of two people being just friends or even plain aquintainces. damm, i think i just did. I'm seriously, sorry about this.i know, i can't do anything about this now and that regretting now is too late but i'm really sorry about it.

on the other end, in my defence, i think their dislike is mutual and even if i didn't do anything, it will still end up this way, since what comes around goes around.and also, since junni worte on her blog, it's for everyone else to see but still, the nagging feeling that i have gone and screw everything is back and i am still very sorry about it. I APOLOGISE TO BOTH JUNNI AND JASLINE THAT I TOLD JASLINE ABOUT JUNNI'S BLOG AND TOLD HER TO READ IT. I NOW KNOW I SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT. I WILL NOT TELL ANYONE ANYTHING ABOUT WHOEVER'S BLOG ANYMORE.I AM SO SORRY.

with regards to what junni have wrote on her blog about her "snatching hrs", i would like to clarify the situation as it is just an misunderstanding. first of all, the phrase "snatching hrs" is made up by amir, not that i'm pushing the blame or whatever, but it was for good fun as in teasing each other if one of anyone of us got more hrs than each other. so i hope if someone say u are "snatching hrs", do take it as a tease and not a complain or whatever. secondly, i noe it's win who gave u the hrs. i did not accuse u of going to her and snatching away all the hrs, besides, i now only work night shifts and u work morning so even if u get a lot of hrs it does not affect me at all isnt it? by the by, i used the word "accuse" because the feeling i got from reading ur blog was that i/megha have accused u for snatching hrs. if this isn't meant to be so, den, it's okay.must have interpretted wrongly...hope that u understand that nobody will ever say that u snatch hrs in the mean sense as the phrase is only used in good fun. dun get offended if u do.

unforgettable memories deep inside me.
wish that it would never be erased
as i would like to keep our memories
with our happy moments forever.